The Blessing

Emotionality. Dark shadows among bright sunrays. Life is perfect. Work goes well, you have a man who loves you back, you are on the highest social well-being, friends, family, rock’n’roll. “The right moment to establish a family!”. Because everything is like sunshine! You get pregnant. And everybody suddenly loves you even more. You feel special….

PREGNANCY

When you find out you are pregnant and you tell your closest friends and family, everybody is excited and happy, and they all say how wonderful it is! So you cannot wait to live through those months. You decide you will eat healthy, continue going to your regular trainings, and you will dress up in…

Conception

This was the last picture taken of me in my previous life. That evening, I got pregnant. Sagres, Portugal. I used to travel a lot. Since his heart started to beat, everything changed. Many into better, many into worse. Some things that nobody talks about. All the things you lose. I used to want to…